god damn you, mother. just because you don’t have to work today due to snow and you want me to have lunch with you when you KNOW that i am trying to stick to a particular diet (i hate thinking of diet as being restricted food, but a diet is what you eat,so…that’s what i call my food) and then you tell me it’s fat tuesday..and well…..somehow i find myself in a restaurant eating french fries and a pizza toastie. wtf? we even had a berry crepe for dessert. double wtf? it’s ok. one meal, with my mom. i don’t get to have lunch with her very often during the week. it was nice. i enjoyed it. but now i feel terrible. oh well. shake it off, shake it off. the day isn’t over. i can still have my healthy snack and healthy dinner and maybe work out again. does anyone else out there have on-demand cable? well, on the free spot they have “exercise tv.” it’s a compilation of different exercise videos. it’s awesome. helps me from getting bored with my elliptical work outs and i can try lots of different things without having to spend money on a dvd that i may end up hating. it allows me to really mix things up, too…10 minutes ab work out…25 minutes dance…some striptease aerobics..buns and thighs..there is one that i love, disco abs. that’s right i’m a dancing queen.

i also want to say thanks sdaacanay for reblogging my post. it made me feel special. :) i know i haven’t been losing weight because i’m so inconsistent with my food choices. i’ll have a good week and then a terrible weekend. it’s a horrid cycle. i’m sometimes worried that i don’t eat enough food. i don’t know…but your blog is an inspiration.